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Belinda Drops «Cactus»: Nodal References & English Lyrics

"Because therapy helps, but music heals even more"

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Belinda‘s return to the world of studio albums has been eagerly awaited by her fans, especially since it’s been more than a decade since her last one. Recently, the singer and actress caught everyone’s attention when she wiped her Instagram feed, marking the beginning of a new phase in his music career. However, what surprised many was the possibility of a song aimed at his ex-partner.

Belinda and Christian Nodal were romantically involved for three years, even getting engaged at one point, although the engagement ultimately didn’t happen. Their breakup was far from friendly, and this left fans speculating about her upcoming song. The speculation intensified when Belinda posted an image of a desert landscape along with a series of pictures showing a cactus growing, accompanied by captions like ‘rebirth,’ ‘grow,’ and ‘bloom.’ But this was just the beginning. 

So, Is «Cactus» a Song Aimed at Nodal?

Without a doubt, the answer is yes. Firstly, Belinda’s shift in her musical style towards regional Mexican music, a genre Christian Nodal specializes in, is a significant indicator. There are also various subtle connections to the «Botella Tras Botella» singer, such as the goat featured in the music video corresponds to Nodal’s zodiac sign, Capricorn.

The cactus holds particular meaning too, as Nodal often uses the cactus emoji, and it’s associated with his birthplace, Sonora, a desert region known for its iconic cacti. One of the more obvious clues was when Belinda changed her profile picture to an image of her eye, a move that mirrors what Nodal did earlier in tribute to her. Interestingly, she even references this in the song’s lyrics.

     What was the point of tattooing my eyes, only to erase them with someone else’s.”

More References 

In a surprising revelation in 2021, Belinda expressed her desire to become a mother during an interview. This was at a time when she and Nodal were still together. She shared, “I’m really looking forward to becoming a mom. It’s a desire that both of us share, and we’ve already discussed it.” In the music video, there’s a scene where we see Belinda wearing a white dress reminiscent of a wedding dress, even though their wedding never happened.

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These could also be seen as a nod to the popular Mexican legend of ‘La Llorona’, who forever grieves for the children she tragically drown. In Belinda’s case, it might symbolize the children they never had. 

Now, why do soft drinks make an appearance in the video? Well, it turns out that Nodal used the Mexican phrase ‘La última coca del desierto (The last coca of the desert)’ in an interview, referring to Belinda. This phrase essentially means someone thinks very highly of themselves to the point of being perceived as arrogant or conceited. 

«Cactus» Music Video

«Cactus» English Lyrics

Today, I want to release all this that my heart has been carrying
Because therapy helps, but music heals even more, damn it
And in the end, there’s no good without bad
And the pain will pass

I’m back, Beli Belika
My chest isn’t a storeroom, it’s all coming out
What harms me is going to hell…
You’re not what I expected from you

Damn it! How you made me suffer
They say everything heals with tequila
I just sprinkle salt on the wound
At least I dance to this song

And I salute those who are just like me
I drink, cheers to your memory
I don’t see the forgetfulness
I’ve gotten far gone on a thousand benders

Not calling you, not feeling the hangover, acting tough
I drink, cheers to all the kisses
What was the point of tattooing my eyes
Only to erase them with someone else’s.

Not everything was as you showed
If they knew how you treated me
A stone that wasn’t real
It was a commitment to pretend

You didn’t give our love respect
I never said anything about you, and with a lot of class, I moved on
I drink, cheers to your memory
I don’t see the forgetfulness

I’ve gotten far gone on a thousand benders
Not calling you, not feeling the hangover, acting tough
I drink, cheers to all the kisses
What was the point of tattooing my eyes
Only to erase them with someone else’s.