The song ‘Hasta Que Me Enamoro’ by María Becerra and TINI is about the pain and instability that come with love when it feels more like a wound than a blessing. María opens by describing her inner emptiness, depression, and the way she hides it by inventing relationships to fill the void.
Falling in love becomes the breaking point: while on the surface she seems fine, love leaves her heart lonely and exposed, repeating the cycle of guilt and mistakes.
TINI’s verse deepens the story, showing the aftermath of a breakup marked by obsession, sleepless nights, and jealousy, where even everyday gestures like sending a birthday message or driving by someone’s house reveal how much she’s still tied to the past. The bridge underlines how love has made her lose control, shifting from being “fine” before to feeling “crazy” after.
Altogether, the song portrays love as a bittersweet trap—something that brings intensity and passion but also self-destruction, regret, and emotional chaos.
I don’t know what happened to me (Uh, uh-uh)
Today the truth is crashing down on me
I’ve made up loves to fill this emptiness
Because inside here it’s dark and cold
My smile slipped away on the ledge
Everything that does me good goes with the breeze
Depression doesn’t warn you, I forgot how to laugh
My mental health is barely holding on
I’m fine — until I fall in love-love-love-love
My heart is left alone-alone-alone-alone
It’s all my fault, all-all-all-all
I’m going to mess up, you’re going to let me go
But I go back and fall in love-love-love-love
My heart is left alone-alone-alone-alone
It’s all my fault, all-all-all-all
Baby, without you
It’s like I’m alive but it’s not really living
Like I’m awake but I’m asleep
Drinking down the memories that don’t fade (god, this messed up life)
I text you on your birthday: “Baby, how have you been?”
Driving by your place to see if you’ve come home
I lived the nightmare — I saw you with someone else beside you
I wanted to kill you, but you had already killed me
And now it’s my turn
To dream about every kiss from your mouth
Cold every night, and you don’t touch me
Before you I was fine, and now I’m kind of crazy
I’m fine — until I fall in love-love-love-love
My heart is left alone-alone-alone-alone
It’s all my fault, all-all-all-all
I’m going to mess up and you’re going to let me go
But I go back and fall in love-love-love-love
My heart is left alone-alone-alone-alone
It’s all my fault, all-all-all-all
I’m going to mess up, you’re going to let me go